skullhips

1. start by kissing the     mirrror|rorrim                  look at yourself               in the iieyesiii     and hope                     that the person              on the other side        is narcissus                   emerging from out of the        tidepools  to greet himself ' hey wyd lol ' like how your ex-boyfriend came out of the blue to mix with your yellow and become repulsive like the green you two used to be                                 2. call up your abuser                          ex girlfriend,                                             ex boyfriend,                                     someone that

the s t r u c t u r e of your face/soul/ body is unclear and the skin covering my skull is wrinkling because i'm squinting so tight that my vision is crimson and blotted (but at least now, i can remember) i think about you too much; thoughtsthought sthoughtsthough tsthoughtsthoug htsdthoughtstho ughtrthoughtsth oughothoughtst houghwthoughts thoughtnthought sthoughtithough tsthoughtnthoug htsthoughtg (in thoughts) and i'm so scared that when i see you in two weeks because i feel like one of us is a ghost and i feel like you are the most precious thing in the whole w o     r l        d . and my heart won't stop racing like nascar, heart

  tasting her ambrosial ussingite lips as the pallid gaunt body remains withered & restrained                          'i can't breathe'                                               she laughs as the jarring convulsions overtake me lying on a twisted vertebral column      with arctic zephyrs skimming over the grooves of my thoracic cage                her gorgeous jarosite eyes impale  lungs                              'i can't breathe '              the velvety long locks of her pseudobrookite hair d                                                                                   r